I'm not cut out for this

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I'm not cut out for this Mommy bit. I can't handle it. I yelled at Jalan! Force, he's just a tiny baby and I told him to shut up! He had a stomach ache and I couldn't quiet him down and I panicked.

I hate this! I'm so tired all the time and it hurts so much to just move because every muscle in my body is so stiff from disuse.

I made such a fool of myself. I fell completely apart on Darien. Sandy quieted Jalan down and gave him something to settle his stomach and he went right to sleep for her.

Force. I'm not cut out for this.

--Mika